Well last night Cory, Ellie and I ventured out to Touchet to watch my Dad's basketball game. Grama and Grampa were there so that was nice! Grama got to play with Ellie and feed her Pepsi then give her back! LOL! Lucky for us she takes after me and crashed as soon as we got her in the car! Thank God caffeine doesn't affect her the way it affects most! Dad got to see her and hold her for a few minutes before his game started too! During the game Grampa decided it was time for Missy to meet "her granddaughter" and took Ellie over while I was out getting a soda for Grama. UGH! I didn't see it, but when I came back I was told what Missy's reaction was ... for those of you that know the situation, YOU might even be surprised by this ... Missy put her hand up, as if to block herself, and completely turned her back to Ellie. I didn't find this out until we were on our way home. We had to leave before the game was over because Cory had to get ready for work, but as soon as I got home, I called Dad. There was no answer so I text him to call me ASAP. He did and as soon as I answered I lost it. He was very sympathetic and even more on my side. I explained to him my hurt feelings and misunderstanding, and he said he agreed and that he didn't understand it either. Although it doesn't make it better, or different, it does let me know that all this time Dad HAS been on my side. I guess the only thing I can do is pray for God to help me forgive her, and trust that He will judge her and I don't have to. I know I'm a good person and I don't deserve the way she treats me. I refuse to allow my daughter to go through what I went through with my Dad and Missy, so if it ever come to be, I will call Missy out and make her feel like total shit in front of anyone there! I will stand up for my daughter the way my Dad has never been able to. I will do everything in my power so that Ellie KNOWS her Grampa and has a relationship with him, without Missy getting in the way.
Thanks for letting me vent =)
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